For ducky,
This is a secret blog post. You blocked me and I wanted to say this somewhere.

I'm sorry for not being as present as you needed me to be and causing you pain and not being the friend you needed me to be.
Friends have seasons: we are warm and close. However, we get busy and have to spread our effort between many things. This made us seem cold and distant out of nowhere.

I understand that you need to move on, I couldn't be the friend you want me to be. I know that you've been hurt by me and other people and that the discord server is now a reminder of that pain. I decided to delete that server with the intention to allow you to heal.

Moving on is part of being a human being, friendship is a complicated thing and moving on is what helps us grow into better people.

I'm glad I got to spend 3 year to chat about programming, UNIX stuff and silly Vocaloid stuff with you.

I sincerely hope that you find friends you are truly looking for and bring out the best in you. You deserve that happiness and peace, and I truly wish you all the best in everything you do.